Tuesday, 10 June 2014

Comparison. A type of perception which is bad for people if they are being used wrongly. I am one of the example that used comparison wrongly. I always comparing myself with others. My course mate all of them are intelligent, good and they are capable of doing work. Each time when i compare myself with them i felt inferior. I start to feel like i wanted to be someone like them able to do their work effectively and efficiency. I wanted to be someone as funny as them. Sometimes, i lost my way. Am i doing the right things? Am i really suitable for this course? Can i really success? Can i really do something for someone? Can i really be as clever as them? All these type of question came to me when i with them. I feel tired and breathless. Sometimes i will also think that i am good for nothing. I know i have to stop comparing myself to the others, but they are too outstanding, i really envy them.

But, look on bright side. I have my own character too. I am also capable of doing my job even though i am lack of experience. But, ya know what? Experience can be earn. I am not too bad also!! I have my own good qualities too! Shouldn't have look down on myself right! They have their own life, I have mine too! Why look down on myself for what is not belong to me? I am me and they are they. I am a total different person compared to them right! Why compare myself with the others???!!