与其一群人孤单，倒不如我自己一个人开心~

好感动！这几天因为没水而不敢拉的便，终于因为今天有一点水了，和kek来了终于给我出来了！！这感动好像得到奥斯卡奖的那份感动！！！！TT HAHAHAHA XD

Okay great zz my mind is changing to suit this occupation too zz name one country and I think of their history related to malaysia zz gimme a break I'm getting a few days off from homework too TT

Too much negativity in life, in the world.. We, I need more positivity!! ASA! LETS GOOOOOOO!!!

到底是有钱了，做事却需要畏畏縮縮，想尽办法的赚钱好呢，
还是没有钱，吃，穿便宜东西，但可以活得潇洒，活得自由好？

URGHH STUPID IDIOTIC ME!! There's a limit to IDIOTIC you know!! URGHHH stop finding stupid excuses for yourself AND FACE IT DAMN IT!!!!! DONT BE A COWARD!!! FREAKING STAND UP, FACE IT AND BE A BETTER YOU!!!DAMN IT!!!!!

Was reading a novel titled "why dun you look at me" you know how I hope why dun you update!! I'm going to be dry off waiting for updatessss *Sobbb* UPDATESSSSSSSSSSS TT OTL

To some of the kids nowadays, 20+years.considered as OLD.. TT okay.. I felt so depressed right now TT haha xD okay although I may not look like it... I am actually not! Hahaha xp

The biggest obstacles and challenges for me that needed to overcome now is to be able to control my emotions and my perception. I wanted to be a wise person. It doesn't necessary need to have a good IQ but i want to improve in my EQ. I want to be a person who understand people, able to control myself and my emotions. I am tired of being like a bull, heading to a direction without purpose, did anything without much thinking, always hurt the others feelings. I want to make a change myself for the better, to become a person who understands people's feelings and able to control my mindset and emotions, rather than lashing at others when someone disagree with me or etc.. I don't want to be an empty person that is fill up with negative emotions, hindering me from becoming a better person. I want to live my life without regrets and when I really parted from this world, I want to be able to smile because I have fulfilled the purpose of my life.

如果这个世界有多一点的关心，那么应该就不会有这么多的悲剧了吧？。。


好！我要努力做个好人！！！！！！！！

:33333!

To me:

Don't ever explain yourself to others anymore, people do not want to know the real you, but rather they want to know the YOU in THEIR perception. They want YOU to be like what THEY think and do what THEY want for their benefit, DO NOT falls into that! You are perfect with who you are, no matter what flaws you have, YOU are YOU! DO NOT let them change you! Even if you do not have many friends because of that, just be YOURSELF! They don't know about your past, they don't know you, they DON'T KNOW anything regarding to YOU! They just want YOU to become what THEY perceive. THEY are NOT YOU! So you don't need to explain yourself to them if they clearly DO NOT CARE, and vice versa YOU do not need to CARE for what they perceive of YOU. I know who I am and I don't need anyone to tell me WHO or WHAT I AM!

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HIYAHHHHH to those people!! :333!

希望以後找到的工，是能夠讓大家開心快樂的工 xD

近朱者赤，近墨者黑。。這成語說得真好。。看一個人要先看他的好朋友。。

thank you so much for this wonderful life!!! Thank you!

From the feeling of protect to murdering mercilessly.. such irony...

As long as anything related to human or precisely human's emotions, things will get complicated, so there's no use to think about it. Even if you think about it, don't forget you are just a small minion or an ant, just one small thumb also enough to squeeze you to death..Sigh..

3个字，一句話，算了吧。。再來一句，放下吧。。~唉。。

最近觉得眼睛特累，非常干燥，特别难专注于一样东西，而且很快觉得想睡觉。。

If you want someone's respect, first you need to be someone respectable..respect is NOT GIVEN but is EARNED

JUST LET ME GET AWAY FROM THIS HELLHOLE DAMN ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!

When is this shitty internship going to END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously stupid time just go faster !!!!!!!!!!!!

希望大家，每个人都能够幸福快乐的。。开开心心的笑着  ^v^

我们何时也变得不单纯了~啊，好想回到宁静的生活。。

Seriously!!!! Working here is really a torture!!! Small n dirty working environment, small amount of payment, almost 24 hour hv to get ready for shooting, OT everyday facing in front of the computer, sitting for the whole day 7 hours + , ON THE SAME PLACE! NOT MOVING except fingers, untidy boss n all the ppl doing those disgusting action eg, scratching their private part (SERIOUSLY WHO THE F*** did that in the working area!!!!), burping anytime n so much more!!!!! Not to mention the place here is super not safe!!! SERIOUSLY WHEN CN I LEAVE THIS HELLHOLE!!!!! WHEN CN THIS 2PIT INTERNSHIP ENDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! I AM GOING CRAZYYYYY!! its like living in a prison hereeee!!!!!!

Ok maybe i did learn sth here (quite alot) n if u disregard the disgusting act n perverted personality , my boss is not bad, but seriously!!! Cn time move fasteeree?!?!

真的很不能理解很多人的想法。。只能说想法不同~

OHANA means FAMILY, and FAMILY means unconditional LOVE　<3 <3 <3

i wish to have a best friend .. dun nid alot just 1 enough... i know i shouldnt be greedy but i reli hoped to have a best friend tht i cn share everythg with ><..

Do not underestimate the power of bl fans! Hyaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!! Gimme powerrrr!!! I😤😤 hahaha I'm crazy ady xp

Omggg!! What happened to meee!! I have been so engrossed with BL, and now whatever boys i see i will just thk of thm coupling witg each other! *faceplam* Omg! Especially those femine one.. OMGG! Btw, I'm getting excited nw thking of it.. cn i shout? ..
Kyyyaaa!! (Typical fan girl mode >//<)

TT.TT I wonder does all the other bl fans do the same?@@

I missed my room in the university... everyday wake up with bird chirping, nature surrounding you... thats the best thg I could've ask for.. but its gone now.. my university life 😩😢😢

Where you don't see, doesn't mean its not true.

小猪，小猪，吱吱叫，叫得小猫呱呱叫~
虽然他们都不是吱叫，呱叫~
但是还是在叫~~
啦啦啦啦~~~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 xD!

i have always look forward to the cake cutting ceremony since i was young thinking that i can have a share after that.. but didnt get it every time thinkin that the share is not enough for everyone.. only now i know that -- thats is a fake from the start -- they don't get to eat it as well... how sad!!! TT

ok seriously the wedding couple in the video im editing is toooooo sweet! damn it! if it keep going on like this im going to get diabetes soon!! omg!!

今天见识到了家庭主妇的八卦哈哈!! XD

hehe i feel loved <3 XD

What's with people nowadays, sex and life .. Seriously?! Aren't there other things more interesting to do? Urgh ==

等。。我一直在等。。想要等你来找我。。我不去找你是因为我想等你来找我。。肯定我们的友情。。但是。。你怎么不来找我呢？。。我还是你的好朋友吗？。。

I AM A FREAKING LUCKY AND BLISSFUL GIRL!!!! I THANKS EVERYBODY THAT REALLY BEEN A GREAT PERSON, TREATED ME WELL AND LEADING ME HELP!! THANKSS SOOO MUCHH!!!!!!! THANKSSSS!!!!! ALTHOUGH IM REALLY NOT THAT GOOD FRIEND!! BUT THANKS ALOTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!

我真的是世界最幸运的人了!!!!!!!!!!太感谢我的爸爸妈妈，老天爷，和一直帮助我的贵人，朋友，家人!!!!!!!谢谢你们!!!!!!!谢谢!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!你们让我发现我是多么的小气，你们真是太好了!!!!!!!!谢谢谢谢!!!!!!!!!!!

Getting tooooooo obsessed with khr fanfic recently..damn it!! Tsunayoshiiiii kunnnnnn TT!!!!!!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!! TT

Tsuna-kunnnnnnnnn!!!! TT!!!!!

新年最高兴的就是一家团圆，不管身在何处，大家都会赶回家，一家人在一起。朋友们，你们回家了吗? 😄😄